I am so blasted frustrated right now...so if you don't want to read about how horrible and frustrated that I feel...well, then you can just move on to your next blog because I'm about to vent!
I love my job. I love the people that I worked with...mainly the techs. There are a ton of people that drive me up the wall at my new job. I am just really not feeling the new people...except for maybe a couple. See, here's what I think...i think that there will be cliques in this new department and I'm just not down with that. I am frustrated because everyone here had someone that they met in orientation. They came into this job with a "friend." I didn't. I transferred in so I didn't know anyone in my training class. I am just not the type of person that assimilates herself into other "cliques" well. That's just not how I am. I take a while to warm up to new people. I'm not the "go getter" type I guess. I had visions of being a lead quickly...i don't see that happening anymore. I see myself transfering out of this department in a year. I don't know...maybe I'm just being retarded but I really hate it when I set goals for myself that seem achievable but then quickly turn out to not be that way.
Anyway, I'm not nearly done venting...but I'm tired of being whiney at the moment. Everyone is at lunch right now and I'm just sitting here typing away and not really paying attention to anyone else...maybe i'm being...i can't even think of the word...but whatever. I'm just wishing right now that some moron hadn't stolen my stupid pita chips! I'm hungry and now I don't get to eat until after i get out of the frickin office...i'm pissed!
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